Obsessed! Obsessed! Obsessed! | Daisz Dia Pryderi [WIP]

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Obsessed! Obsessed! Obsessed! | Daisz Dia Pryderi [WIP]

Post by Daisz on Sat Jan 09, 2016 12:50 pm

what's so bad about wanting to be someone's friend? really. consider it. imagine it.
imagine having one friend.
go on. it's hard for some, of course. some have zero friends. some have hundreds.
imagine having only one.
imagine that it's a dragon.
he is perfect. he's strong. his smile is cheeky and a little too rough, a little too forced around the edges, and you think he is possibly the most beautiful person that you have ever - will ever - meet.
your dragon is perfect, and then your dragon is
gone.
imagine having zero friends. that's simple enough for some.
imagine having zero friends after having only one.
imagine having zero friends after having your dragon.

biography / personality / introspection
Growing up in that academy, nobody had reached out a hand. So when you're all alone, and you're hungry because you're too afraid to go eat with the others, what would you to the hand that gave you a chunk of bread off his own plate? If you were alone all of your life, surrounded by the rest of the washed-up shit in this crappy, unworthy world, because everyone around you is too stupid and fake to realize that, would you want to finally have a friend?

She would.
She wanted it more than anything there. Education - sleep - food - none of it mattered, Pryderi would gamble away hours upon hours of her own time, planning, scheming, stalking, researching. The more of his mind she wished to occupy, the more ruthless she would have to become.
Obsession is a power and a curse. You must pursue the object of your affections to the exclusion of everything else. This was, of course; extremely draining for her; and thus lead to decreased self control on her part. You would probably have to discard all your other relationships, your previous self-image, your other obligations, your future, and certainly your sanity. After that, maybe you could still choose to recover. But for Pryderi; that wasn't a choice.
Obsession leads to sacrifice on the part of the obsessive. She wanted to be his friend. She wanted to be his only friend; she wanted to be so much more. He was the first thing that she had that wasn't ruined. The only thing in that world that wasn't terrible was him. He had done something incredible to her: he had humanized her. Imagine the one person that can lead you out of any dark, can bring you out of anything, that you can tell anything to. For her, that was Dracon.
Her love refused to be tempered by the complex damping system that is reality, and it demands to be acted upon, for better or (as in many cases) for worse. Her ultimate dream of eternal love shows a sort of innocence and naivety about her - after all, eternity is long, and the control of one person over as little as their own life is hardly solid enough to guarantee anything.
Or maybe she's not as harmless and innocent as she seems. She may, perhaps, find blood on her hands, directly or indirectly - after all, she is more than likely to cause suffering to those who were close to her object of affection, even without any attempts at murder. Dependent on sight; she would do anything for his gaze. She wants him to look at her. No one else ever did.

trivia / pokemon / facts
theme i - is! ost - i didn't talk to anyone today
theme ii - is! ost - march hare
height - 162 cm.
weight - 47 kg.
pokemon - ???
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Post by Hydre(Hydreigon) on Sat Jan 09, 2016 3:19 pm

Oh boy that OCvintro I love it.

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